"Life is easier if you are stupid. "
I had this conversation once with a friend (btw, dont know if this is just me but it feels extra special when you engage in conversations with people who have 'emotional intelligence', you just feel that extra 'trust' somehow.)
Anyways we agreed that people who have less awareness than the average - who exists in their own little bubble and is unaware of how their actions impacted others, has it easier in life.
I swear I am not always as contemplative as my current streak of heavy posts might suggest LOL (I even archived a few recent posts because it feels too "deep"). I only like blogging when I have something to get off my mind, but afterwards I rarely think of it again once I get it out of my system.
I like to think of it as something similar to the INFJ doorslam, because while I can sometimes be all about deep feelings and connections, I find it relatively easy to cut things/people off my life when lines are crossed, especially when I know I have done all that I could. Its just absolute indifference afterwards, no energy to even hold any hatred or grudge.
I dont like lingering in problems that have no solution. But it just gives me sick satisfaction to go over every single detail , analyzing it in all angles before moving on from it completely.
Anyways, I digress.
Maybe 'stupid' is the wrong word to use, but Ive always admired people who are blissfully ignorant, oblivious to anything but themselves. Sometimes, people really fascinate me.
What is it like, to live life not thinking about your consequences? What is it like, to exist feeling so entitled like its your world, everyone else is just side characters in it? To live life with no empathy and no self awareness at all, would that be a curse or a blessing?
I think one of my biggest fear in life is to be these kind of people. This is why I always ask my friends to call me out when needed.
