As I am writing this I am slouched *VERY unattractively* in my bed with the worst migraine and stomachache. Did nothing but eat the whole day so I am feeling very self conscious about my weight. I guess this feeling just come and goes, although we try to tell ourselves we should not focus on superficial stuff like that and to always look at the bigger picture in everything but for me I guess the problem is deep rooted and I kind of hate it a lot.
