first things first, I fell in love with this music 

Throwback to when I am still functioning as a human being

Last week I mentioned about being half dead. Right at this moment I am fully mentally dead for real. University is literally killing me and making me anxious and there are nights where I just literally give up midway revision and cry lol. Late nights made my eyes partially blind now (exaggerating) and because Im trying to wean off caffeine, my main source of energy has officially changed to pinterest. Its been working so far and looking at bucketlist and travel 'pins' made university work seem insignificant in the bigger picture. I think this week Ive faced so so many challenging situations, all at the same time. My life is just kind of crazy right now, in every aspect. It kind of made me tired and want to sleep 24/7. Right now Im sort of just taking one day at a time and surprisingly doing well these days, just soooo sleepy and want to get my projects and assignments and reports and presentations done. But now (of all time!!!!) I have a fever and its not fun!

BUT!! I just sold my old textbooks two weeks ago and last week just splurged on shopping because I feel like Its justified (yes it is!) after my hard week (I deserve!!)

I fell in love with this. Ive been seeing the Fenty Beauty hype all over social media now but I wasnt aware of the lip bomb until I went to Sephora and the lady pressed the lipbomb in my hands and told me she swears by it and I need it. Firstly, it was kind of intimidating to enter a store and to be immediately pounced on like that. Secondly, I dont know if I should be offended like what do you mean. At the time I was interested in the profilter foundation but one of my weakness is saying no to people so I ended up buying the lip bomb instead but no regrets (also the lady called me gorgeous and I am easily persuaded like that)

Its a universal nude dusty rose shade with tiny glitter particles in it. 

Nars Blush in Orgasm 
This one is an impromptu buy and I had that 'what have I done' moments leaving the store because wtf did I just do but another splurge that I dont regret because the color is so so pretty and delicate and it just gives you that natural flush I guess, hence the name.
Its a pretty coraly-pink shade with gold speckles. It has a very sheer finish but very buildable

Loreal Lipstick - Velvet Rose

I showed this to a friend and she actually applauded me for going outside my usual colour range (blush nudes, mauve, pinks). I usually go for the 'my lips but better' ranges but this was another love at first swipe because the colour honestly just looks so beautiful. When applied , it is a warm red with a pink undertone. its very sheer so for me the first swipe can still pass as a my lips but better colour.

Daily current favourites
I try not to wear make up to uni because I dont want to be reliant on it, and also most of the time I go straight to gym so I dont see the point of it ( lmao tbh I just dont have anyone to impress here).
I usually go for concealer so people dont mistaken me as a panda, fill in brows, mascara and sheer gloss (I like burt's bees or maybelline baby lips). If I am looking more dead than usual I add some blush. 

More random stuff in my room

- Peony handcream from loccitane ( I like my hands to be soft and smooth)
- Hair oil ( I like my hair to be silky and smooth)
- Sheer gloss ( I like moisturised lips)
- Perfume (the perfume was described as 'pure and alluring' and I wanted to smell 'pure and alluring'.)
- Shimmer mist ( it is pink and has glitter and smells good, I dont exactly know what it is for but it is so pretty so I was sold)